Sunday, October 30, 2016

We Made It!

assalamualaikum
 
sampai update entri tau nak habaq betapa gembiranya hati ni akhirnya dapat cuti midsem! Dah half semester 7 rupanya. Another half to finish our half journey in DVM 4! Semalam baru habis duty seminggu pagi, malam plus weekend untuk surgery ward rotation. Alhamdulillah. some of us might saying this "ala kucing anjing je pun, apehal nak kecoh" . The pain itself hanya kami sahaja yang rasa, so why not we just sharing among ourself the happiness that we had gone through a painful week together? ahaa gitu
 
 
Nak tulis di sini apa yang kami gone through tu biarlah rahsia, kang jadi viral sebab unprofessional pulak. Vet doctors always keep it secret and tunjuk yang happy happy je. It's all about trust. Human trust if they just see a good things inside us. Once dah Nampak unprofessional ethics, etc, mula nak meracau nak viral cakap vet doctors are ridiculous! etc. Jangan main-main tau, sekarang ni haiwan is a part of our family. Makin lama rakyat marhaen makin ada high education about all things surrounding depa, can google, etc. sikit-sikit depa ada ilmu.
 
 
Seminggu tak cukup tidur, dalam lecture tu tak payah cakap memang selalu pejam instead of buka mata. Sekali tertidur tu memang terus jump to deep sleep. Orang kejut, tarik hidung memang tak perasan lansung! Pagi duty, macam biasa before going to class, at 7am kami akan buat morning duty. We work together with final year student (DVM 5). Selalunya 6.30am memang akan siap dah untuk gerak ke hospital veterinar. After morning duty at 8am, kami bergegas ke kelas or...clinical round presentation from our seniors. Clinical round ni, depa akan present case di Auditorium & akan cerita details about the case. In one group may be akan ada more than 1 case. Depends. After CR (term for clinical round), kami bergegas ke kelas pulak. blablabla lecture til 1 pm, sometimes lajak sikit 1.20pm like that, then rehat for prayers, lunch, etc. at 2pm, masuk kelas balik til 5pm. since DVM 4 ni, kelas memang full & finish on time. Jarang habis awal la. Then after 5pm, pergi dinner siap-siap di kafe fakulti (jarang balik kolej sebab takes time)..& proceed to 7pm duty which is night duty. depends juga bila night duty ends. sometimes early, sometimes late. If case banyak nak kena settle terpaksa balik lewat sikit. Ini untuk ward rotation la. Kalau rotation lain, lain pula, ada on-call ke tidak depends on the case yang kita dapat for that week. Aha last week memang hectic la for me, sebab dengan assignment, etc tak sempat nak buat benda lain. Everything kena cepat!
 
But...
My business can't be neglected. Kesian dekat runceetshop kalau neglect macam tu aje. Busy juga dengan rotation,tapi bisnes plus study memang tak boleh tinggalkan. Saya cuba juga cari masa yang free (between 5-7pm) and after duty to settle down orders. Di mana ada kemahuan, di situ ada jalan. Duit. Can't be neglected, haha joke.
 
 
It's a risk. Seriously. Risk buat bisnes sambil study in medicine field. Medicine field ni actually perlukan full commitment. FULL. Tak boleh main-main dengan medicine field either medical doctors or future veterinary doctors. Medicine. Berat tau.. Kalau main-main, you will facing failures. And yes, there's failure..tapi risk tu boleh manage. If you can manage well and positively manage it InshaAllah everything gonna be alright. Bezanya, life as a teen tu memang akan ketinggalan di belakang la..hehe. You will be older than your age. Sebab umur 22 tapi dah mula manage a lot of things, mula ada a lot of resposibilites to carry on tapi bagi saya tak apa semua tu tak kekal pun sampai akhirat. Sama je, masa saya tetap tak cukup 24 jam kalau saya tak buat bisnes. If I didn't do any business, saya akan bazirkan masa dengan buat something tak bermanfaat and eventually masa 24 jam akan habis juga..
 

 
paling yang saya tak sangka, a week tu rasa sekejap saja masa berlalu. Kalut kalut then settle dah semua including handling customers, test, patients, friendships. Alhamdulillah, thanks to Allah sebab bagi ketenangan pada saya untuk buat satu persatu. Thanks to family sebab memahami bila down.. (I'm human, ada emotions ok). ada kawan-kawan yang positif! thanks to everyone. Banyak sangat orang membantu, yes, if you are helping each other..make things easier. Masa pun jimat, study senang, and you'll be happier! Seminggu penuh laughters, happening, videos (tak boleh lupa ni), smiles..wahh.. Alhamdulillah.
 
And now officially starts my midsem break! Tak la seminggu sangat pun. Esok (Selasa) baru nak balik Kedah jumpa Mak & my babies. Rindu sangat dah ni masakan mak and my babies' purr. Have a break & come back with refreshed mind next week nak mengharungi the end of semester 7! But thanks to Allah, rasa macam lebih fokus dengan life sekarang (which is I KNOW what to do)..kenal dengan orang positif ni, luarbiasa sikit. Hehe.
 
have a good day everyone!
assalamualaikum!

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